Its like hour 15 into my fast. Finally gettin back on track an I love it!! I hope the scale tells me the same. I need to lose this weight so badly. I'm so disgusted w myself. The way I have let myself go. I'm going to sleep hopefully.

So my sister had he wisdom teeth out but she had to stay over night in the hospital and its my turn to sit here and listen to her snore. I am beyond bored but totally fasting today. Well at least I'm going to try my hardest. Yesterday I had an intake of prolly like 750Cal. And only water. Today its been coffee, sugarfee rockstar and water. Damn her stupid IV thing is beepin BC its done or whatever and I pressed the button like 2 times for the nurses to come shut this shit off but its still beepin OI VEY! They are supposed to be discharging her today if she stops bleeding so damn much. I just get to sit here and wait. I finished my magazine and forgot my book. So I am stuck. What a good big sister I am. I hope a nurse comes and shuts this beeping off. Between that and the snoring its terrible. Anyways that's my day so far. Thank God for my blackberry!

Well let's just say that I feel super huge as usual. I don't want to even get on the scale. I need some motivation to keep my fat ass out of the kitchen. Thinkin bout startin the 24680 diet.